I just want to wish you all Merry Christmas! Hugs! (this was a short journal OO)

She died, my lovely rabbit-babygirl is gone...
I just found her lying dead in her cage when I got home, I was expecting her to jump up and be happy and just want to come out and love you as she always does..
But instead I found her dead.. and she was a little warm when I hugged her.. She got colder by minute as I hold her.. stroked her as to calm her down.. even the fact that she was gone couldn't stop me to believe and pray for a miracle.. but she's gone..

Right now I am out of power and strength, I don't know how to act right now.. I just want to hold her more.. but I have already burried her after hugging her in almost a hour... I just want to hold her now and make sure that she will not be afraid.

I don't know, I just don't know.. even if she was a rabbit she's still my babygirl, my special babygirl..

Hugs...

Hello again everyone who may read this

I know that I have not been here for a while and that new pics hasn't been uploaded but it's because of 4 reason:

1. The main computer that is connected to my scanner was attacked by some virus so I am on a other computer now.

2. School is stealing my power so I always come home tired =_=

3. I can't really come up with some ideas of what to draw so pics, and the serie (that I wrote short about in my former journal)isn't gonna to come up now. So its gonna take some time, but I have one idea that almost you all will soon discove TwT

4. Personal problems...

Well that is my reasons of why...

Today's thought:

I'm trying,
but everything seems to be dying.
I'm middle of a confousion,
middle of a time,
middle of a stream with mixed feelings.
A wave of lostness caress me like a feather
that tries to lurk me into a unstable state.
I'm trying,
but everything seems to be dying.

-By me, or I should just say, it's just one of my thoughts that crossed my mind today.


Keep your smile wide ^^

Well the toughts have been through in my head for days but it was today I finally thought about for real, and now is it possible that I will make my own 'manga', serie what so ever you all want to call it! XD

But to speak more of it and what I can tell so far is that the story is gonna be a fantasy genre, a little like 'Lord of the rings'- world if you know what I mean... Not in a literal sense! Just the 'aura' and 'feeling' you know.

Hehe ... that sounded a bit creapy o_o but anyway so is the story about a wearier, who collect *cough cough* to make the chances for the good-guys to win a war.

I'm not gonna tell you more about the story and the special details because... I have not thought so much more! XD So... If you wanna help me a little to make this to a very good story (by giving me advise about some 'scenes' or situation) I will be very thankful.

Well sounds it like a good idea or a stupid that I should throw away? ^^'

-Hmm how should I start this one.... *thinking*....

Well well... right now have I nothing to do and I am very angry at my scanner because it doesn't wonna coaperate with me >.< So it's gonna take a time intill new pics will show up and I can almost garanti that it will be more..... *drool* sensual pics XD mwohaha

no no... just kidding the most detailed onces am I gonna keep for myself *hehe* but more crazy pics will come *flumsy mood*

-What more can I write about?
-I don't know.... just write something...ABOUT ME!!!
-WTF ZIMACK?! When did you jum out of my mind?!
-Eh..... but didn't you wish that your inner voice would tell you what to write?
-Yeah but.... ZIMACK YOU ARE NOT MY INNER VOICE!!!!!
-*evil smirked*
-what..? *starting to get scared*
-Your ordenariy inner voice took my advise and went on a vacation so now....I AM YOUR INNER VOICE! MWOHAHAHAHA
-NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! *fainting*
-*look down on me with a evil smile* well... now can I really get that I really want *drags me into a room*

-Hmmmmm.... how did I get here? well well for you people who wonder who I am so can I tell that I am Distiler for the swedish people Brännan... hmmm why do I sense that Zimack has been here and do something wrong......

continue in next journal are to tired for writing right now XD